I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!

ALRIGHT SO I'm celebrating my 22nd birthday with abs. Ive never talked about abby before. because youre from highschool.  oph shit i was friends with her in highschool. but its ok. we're celebrating. ALONE. actually. we're nopt alone. people are permeating my apartment... and theyre so loud! with floor stickinesss! IMMA BE PISSED tomorrow. when i have toi clean it up. cuz ill be so sticky. but right now im ok. i gotta pee. and my sister is drunk. this is embarrassing,. and shes single. im not goin to enjoy this entry later on. erik is yelling at me for writing on xanga. and gio is wearing a purple shirt. an d screamin AH AHA H!!!! alright. im going. goodbye. I just wanna keep my xanga so im updating.

I... I love you.

Ugh. I wanna get a record deal or something. I'm so restless. Damn me. I'm tired of expecting "huge things" to come out of something - some performance or getting involved w/ some entertainment group - but all I get is praise for the moment and I'm back to square one. Booo. I wanna be given a chance

YAY!!!!

Computer's BACK... and it's all good now. Much thanks to Ben for giving me stuff on here, to Carlo for guessing what was wrong with it, and to BOB @ Digital Planet for actually fixing it. So yah, if yer comp is fucked, go see Bob @ Digital Planet on Army Trail road.

So yah, what's been up? Work, chillin, partying, more movie extra work . There are times when some movies weren't WORTH IT, but hey, as long as I relish in the experience.

My birthday passed, so that makes me 19. That only means that Malou is turning 20 soon, and oh damn... that's crazy.

Going on a cruise in 2 days with the family! We'll be driving down to Texas, staying w/ the TX Barreras for a night or so, then jumping on the boat to Mexico. I'm excited, but I shouldn't be. I usually end up having a horrible time when I'm excited about trips, and vice versa. Have I said this before?

July 27th marks the 3rd year anniversary for Eric and I. What are we doing to celebrate? I have no friggin clue...

Happy Belated 4th of July to everyone